Audio Feature: Melissa Fite Johnson
We’re all something else / to someone else. Maybe he became better, a person / who hated sharing a body with the person he used to be.
POETRY submissions REopen DECEMBER 15
Established in 2002, revived in 2023

We’re all something else / to someone else. Maybe he became better, a person / who hated sharing a body with the person he used to be.

the turkeys arrive while I’m deciphering / the if this, then that of taxes.

"I was thinking a lot about human mortality and environmental catastrophe, and how we all are momentary in the world"

a name is a pillar. a name is a post.

After her death, she returns to me as a black goat.

One / becomes my aunt. Enter AUNT in wide / angle shots. Flickers form infinite / possibilities cast on that screen.


as abecedarian. Beehive. Corner cabinet, desk / detritus. Earthshine. Faultline. As gristle and gall.

It’s true—the scene is charged / with a heat surpassing what I endured to arrive here.

“This poem is one of many calls and/or responses to the poet Megan Merchant. Our co-authored collection A Slow Indwelling comes out Fall 2024 from Harbor Editions and deals with a father and mother wrestling through cultural violence, the fragility of childhood, the preciousness of a parents love, and the beauty and pain expressed through the natural world.”

This poem is part of a larger epistolary exchange, "A Slow Indwelling", with Luke Johnson, and will be published this fall with Harbor Editions.

I’m more broken than I’ve ever been. / This shell of a body, emptied / and longing.

These trees war scalded from the mountains, burnt stubble, replanted when my father was a child, now tall again.

The last night with my mother, I blinded like a snake in the blue, /
shed the skin of daughter and switched roles

i am here with you by the premade sushi. / by the out-of-season strawberries. / by the tofu.

we stumble through a forest / of awkward silences, careful not to touch // the brambles.

I can think of a few things more entrenched, / like language, syllables strung together // in a lilt

After all, what way is there to leave / a dance floor other than wet // & shaking under a mass of pleading / legs all huddled into a single moving // sacrifice—swaying tall & drowning / in bass?

The days have been heavy lately, /
an albatross on each shoulder

My mother fell in love with the way you cracked / into an urchin.

I smelled like churned earth, breasts bouldered and leaked / through my support bra into my shirt / for days after his deathbirth.


Mom, since we stopped / speaking, I've been searching / for the first word / you gave me.

My father came to this country / through the womb. My mother, too. // Their mothers and their fathers, too. / But somewhere behind them: a crossing.